What's Important

It has been a long sad month...lost someone who was not only very loved by me...but loved by hundreds in this county and the surrounding counties.  But Jeremy Priddy will always live on...in my heart and in the heart of others around him.
That being said, makes my problems seem mighty small...and with the help of the Lord, and some very special women in my life...I am letting go of some hurt, angry feelings that were keeping me down.  I know God is so good, and he is always in control...and I get that warm fuzzy feeling when someone tells me, "He has such good things in store for you"...I am moving on and only hoping good things for all people I know....not that I ever wished anything bad for anybody...but to hurt someone so much and to know they knew what they were doing was very hard for me to deal with...it was like dealing with a death of a loved one.  But God has helped and I am moving on..
Seems like we are really having it rough money wise....but you can always fine someone less fortunate..and I know I am loved, truly loved by so many people...
I have joined two women groups...One is the Sew Crazy Ladies...(I think that is what we are called)...lol...and we meet every Monday.  Such great Christian women...I love being with them.
And then I joined the Brownsville Homemakers...another wonderful group of Christian women...love them all....
Slowly... prayerfully...and surely....and no matter what happens...Life does go on

Just wanted to say..."I am still here" and just wanted to post a new post..so it could say I have a new post on your blog...lol.  It has been so long...AND...do you all know how much I HATE the heat...hate it...
Enjoying days spending with family, friends and people I love....

Changes

So emotional...
I know how bless I truly am...
Would love to be able to help people who need a little happiness in their life....
So thankful for my family, my son, my husband and my brothers and their families...I love my nieces, nephews, and their children...
So thankful my great nieces want to spend time with me and when they put their arms around my neck and tell their "Sissy Wanda" how much they love them...all is right in the world...
Have to take things so and steady...
Hard to do anything when you feel like doing nothing...
Take each day...a day at a time....
If I can't sleep at night...it is ok...just get up, check out FB, do some games, read...or watch TV...not like I have to get up early to go to work...teehee
Don't forget to breath....

I Do

I can't sleep at night....
I don't feel like I am upset...but my skin knows how to crawl....
I never feel good....
I so miss all my friends...
Do I have a purpose?
What is my purpose...
My head hurts me every day...
My back hurts me every day...
Can I do another job..
Do I have the energy?
Do I have the know how...
Do I have the guts...
I so miss being around people...
What do I do...
Oh yeah...dust myself off...pick myself up...and go...I just don't have the energy...i don't feel good...
I can't concentrate...
But I do know God is so Good...I am so blessed...and oh how much worse things could be....so much worse...