I Do

I can't sleep at night....
I don't feel like I am upset...but my skin knows how to crawl....
I never feel good....
I so miss all my friends...
Do I have a purpose?
What is my purpose...
My head hurts me every day...
My back hurts me every day...
Can I do another job..
Do I have the energy?
Do I have the know how...
Do I have the guts...
I so miss being around people...
What do I do...
Oh yeah...dust myself off...pick myself up...and go...I just don't have the energy...i don't feel good...
I can't concentrate...
But I do know God is so Good...I am so blessed...and oh how much worse things could be....so much worse...