Day by Day...and Learning to Cope and Trying to Understand

There are some things that I know that the Lord has let me be bless with...One being I can read people...what is in their heart...and believe it or not...I am hardly ever wrong...I can look at a picture...and tell you what kind of person that person is...I can meet a person and tell them things about their selves that they have not told anybody...and sometimes this is not a good thing...Two...if someone hurts...I hurt with them...which goes back to #1...I can tell if you are really hurting or if they are wanting sympathy. But it is hard sometimes because I can truly feel their pain...I am a very emotional, caring person and always want to help my friends and family. If you have me as a friend...you have a friend indeed. No I am not bragging on my self...this is just what the Lord has given me to deal with in my life. SO..that being said...I get hurt very easy...don't understand how people can hurt the ones they love...not be there for a friend...and so on. BUT...when you back me in a corner..I will fight for what is only fair and right....Why am I sharing this...Oh..this is my blog...I can post what I am feeling.
Coping with this Disc disease is a learning experience for me...because I am not able to do what I did last year...or even a 6 months ago. My husband and son brought my Christmas stuff in today..and I have not been able to put it up...and that is ok....I have not been able to do my Frugal Friends Shopping yet...that is ok..house doesn't get cleaned every day, furniture has dust on it, but you are welcome here any time. Day by Day...sometimes hour by hour.
I am so bless to be born in the country, state and county that I was...proud that the Lord seen fit to give me to my parents along with 6 brothers, one who I never got to meet...but one day I will...and to bring two people from different counties together to have the son that we have...and most importantly as a 10 year old little girl...that he impressed my Aunt Alice to stop and get me every time she went to church and she encouraged me to sing as loud as I could...and on a Thursday night at prayer meeting, when he came by and saved a little girl who wanted so bad not to go to hell...what more can a person ask for. My whole goal in life after that was to see my Mom and Dad and each one of my brothers to go to heaven with me..and sure enough..he saved my whole family. Put me in a place called Pleasant Union..with some of the best people on this earth.
Problems down here..sometimes it seems like they have been many....but looking back...he was always with me. My health problems could be so much worse...I sure don't need to complain about that.
I love my God, my church, my family and my friends. I thank God each day for the blessings that he seen fit to bestow on a little old country gal who has nothing material wise...no big bank account...no fancy house...no expensive car...no fancy clothes to wear...and sometimes it seems like it is paycheck to paycheck...but I wouldn't change a thing.